Graduation Ceremony

Life After Ngee Ann

Ytd marks an end to my 3 years in NP. Lots of fond memories indeed. The 20 of us though one left during our first or second year. Hope she's doing fine now. Graduation ceremony was fun but sadly we didnt go out as a class as expected. 3 of them did not turn up. Wonder wad happened. Asked quite a no. of people to come over and take pictures with me, sadly none turned up, tht includes two of my bro.

Anyway I'm glad to be in 3L02 and of cos I'll remember everyone. I'm finally a Diploma holder.

Received the results from all 3 uni already. It wasn't as I had expected it to be but what to do, that's just the cruel part of reality.

I wonder how long should I continue working. Mid or end of june? Regarding the thought of settling down before NS, I guess I should just stop thinking so much LOL!

Just Another Disappointing Day

Work was fine today. Caught a flu this morning again. Too weak!

Being reading the bible daily, trying to find words of encouragement or rather is there anything HE wana tell me after so many things happened.

Received the similar letter today and it was just as wad I had expected. Is that the end?

I have already crossed the line in my own mind, it's so hard to get it off me, just tell me I'm right about this.

The Trio

I'm always well aware of the 3 main pillars. I know that at the end of it, I can only choose to work with of them. It's a tough choice. Just this morning I was cheering my friend up for losing one of the pillar and here I am, receving the bad news straight after I got home. Though this wasn't the partner I wanted to work with in the first place, but it was afterall the strongest pillar.

Gotta admit I was quit confident that the trio would accept me, never did I expect this result. Disappointing indeed. Everyone's telling me "Hey don worry man! You'll definitely make it!". I hope it's true. This is the cruel side of reality.

Two more left. Just gotta wait "patiently" for the right time.

Interesting Monday

As usual, work was great and teck hui's finally returning tml :) Thanks for the candy and drink, appreciate both of you. Was surprised I managed to find the missing P File LOL! Truely God's grace.

Met up with yan li, hui lin, lionel and nich. Well I do understand how you feel, yan li. I believe everyone would have experience such a situation as well. I'm glad you shared it with us today, hope you're feeling better now.

Maybe when others look at my blog, they might laugh at wad I'm blogging about but I guess it's because I feel much better writing everything out so NICH! Stop laughing at me!

Shared my problem with my friends and some said she's just not interested whereas some said, she might be trying hard to catch and a minority asked me to continue trying. Confusing indeed. I'm really praying hard about it.

It's 11.56pm now!!! Gotta sleep :) Good night peeps :)

Memorable Weekends

I was on MC last thurs and fri! Never did I expect that it would be such a great weekend. Started the first day going to polyclinics and went to ernest's house to get DOTA! Thank God that I'm really recovering fast. That was in fact the main highlight of my wonderful weekend LOL! Got a Jap basketball drama - Buzzer Beat from him.

Love makes you strong HAHA!

Just like the main character, my shooting accuracy is indeed commendable as well!! But unlike him, I was always chasing after someone else and not the other way round LOL! Wad a cruel fact lol!

Had a tough time finding someone to go collect my HDD with me at Sim Lim. Some ignored while some couldnt make it but glad two volunteered haha! Thanks Soo Han and Don :)

Been exercising over the past 3 days, basketball and swimming but it seems like I gained weight LOL! Ate too much? Hope to master swimming before I get into NS. I need some motivation for swimming!!!

Just when will my life be like the one filmed in the drama LOL!

Tried playing cello again, still the same as always. Not bad HAHA! How long will it lasts?

29 July is coming!!! If things doesn't get better, maybe I should just give it up :) It might not be the best choice for me.

It's me

Though not the best but I was always among the better ones. That's not because I'm talented but because I was twice as hardworking :)

Everything seems so dramatic. LOL!

Two Days of MC

Went to see a doc early in the morning and for all I know, I'm recovering faster than I expected haha! Measured my height and weight today and yes, healthy as always haha!

4 days of break, gotta think of wad I really want and need now.

Though talking to you is one of my agenda but u always make me feel weird whenever I talk to u lol. Old habit never change. Still as unfriendly to me as always lol. Should I continue to chat with u? Hmm...

I gotta be persistent? Haha!

My Turn Next

I'm glad I'm surviving for the first day of the interview week. With teck hui away, I might even have to cover some of his jobs. Sadly I started this week with a sick body. LOL! Wad a good timing lol. Thank God I have my parents to take care of me :) Sweet <3

Been hearing lots of good news recently and just received one from simon. Glad for you dude. It'll be my turn next haha!

I'm waiting for the right chance at the right time. Enlisting soon. Time's running out.

Beautiful Sunday

Rushed to church only to realize tht the meeting started at 9am instead of 9.30am LOL! Felt so guilty. Srry bout tht peeps. It's the last time I hope.

Chances are slim but when they come, you gotta be quick and grab hold of it. Even though it was just a few minutes but it was good enough haha. Chances like this doesnt come as and when I want it.

Was really shocked when I heard Norman passed his TP haha! Proud of u bro :) Both Josh and I are really disappointing indeed HAHA! I must not compare myself with others again haha. When the time is right, I'll make sure I get my licence.

Working Life

Wake up in the morning, groom myself, have breakfast, report for work, knock off from work, bathe and sleep. That's wad I have been doing since last monday. Routine Life.

I have always thought HR was where my interests are, but it seems like it may not be the case. LOL. Well it's a good experience :)

I was surprised to see wei hern and ting wei working in the same building haha. I wonder if others may feel the same when they see their seniors as I really wonder why I felt so touched. LOL. Well at least I know there's friends working somewhere near me and we might be able to meet each other some days.

Anyway I suppose you cant picture wad a person will say in the midst of being pissed off and frustrated so let's just let it be then. It's better said than never, at least everything is clearly segregated now. Though I still kind of feel it's wasted but HAHA this's the best choice.

Just Who The Hell Are You?

Just when I thought everything had ended, it turned out to be the opposite way. Was that a good sign? Was looking forward to the next meeting but same thing occurred. Having something on at the last minute and turning down the meeting as usual. Sick in the mind you are, just how long are you going to come up with this kind of "joke". Lol. 人不可貌相!!!

You're lucky my vocabulary isn't good HAHA! I can only think of really nasty words to describe "humans" like you. How many kinds of peoples are there in this world. Just my luck to come across with such sicked people always.

My lord see through everything that's on your and my mind. He knows what all of us are thinking and hiding. You people wont travel far, trust me.

Anyway went to swim with long, da and JJ! It was really touching to see the 3 of them so willing to teach me PATIENTLY despite the fact that I still cant make it LOL! The most important thing of all is that I wish to see those who had left their church, return to where they belong - church :)